Naturally Dreamy

A blog about my life as an INFP living with an ESFJ, INTJ, and my pup. I blog about earth-friendly living and life through my eyes – not necessarily in that order. Come put your feet up where life is Naturally Dreamy!

My Resolution

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(This isn’t written very well, I’m sorry. I just wanted to publish it today, in case others are where I’m at. And erm… I don’t know. I have unpopular opinions. And I’m okay with that. I want to be friends with you, no matter if we have the same stance on things, okay? 😀 )

In the end of a lot of tears, sobbing and swift-thinking.

It came down to one sentence.

“Help me to be the person you want me to be.”

In the end, that is all I can be responsible for.

I cannot be responsible for the direction of my country. The injustice that it subjects all to. The mistakes and the blindness. Or even the eventual, inevitable downfall of civilization.

I WANT to be responsible for this. I want to know that I can change it. That I can make all things better.

But the simple truth is that I can not. No one on earth has this power.

But I can be the best person I can be, helping people where I’m at. Even with lava falling from over head, and courts that refuse to listen to the simplest of arguements, and a world in which there is no justice, and only a lot of hunger, disease, and emotional tears. I can be the person that God wants me to be. And in that I can help the people I’m with. I can’t stop the lava, but I can give them an umbrella.

I can’t stop the court’s blatant injustice (I love law procedurals because this doesn’t happen, but I realize that this is all too easy to happen and it just tears my heart out into a million tiny pieces! How hard can it be to see the truth of a situation???) but I can be there when they need to cry.

I can’t do much. Really. But at least I can treat people the way they ought to be treated when a lot of other people and things aren’t treating them that way.

Q&A:

I have no idea. I’m just really distraught. Anything you’d like to say, is great. 🙂

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2 thoughts on “My Resolution

  1. I sssoooo get you! I had to change the channel today, and pray, and let myself grieve, as I felt physically ill at what I see our leaders of our country are celebrating today. You’re right. I am responsible for who I am, and fulfilling what I am here for, though I really wish I could do more.

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    • *Hugs*. 🙂 And I’m so sorry in proxy. 🙂
      I know what you mean. I really like this quote when I feel what I do is never enough to help to… well “Save the world” :)… : “Some believe that it is only great power that can hold evil in check. But that is not what I’ve found. I found it is the small things. Every day deeds by ordinary folk that keeps the darkness at bay.” – Gandalf 🙂

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