So, I’m not going to post the post I was going to post.
I thought it was pretty good after I wrote it, but on 2nd thoughts. Nope.
I mean it’s not not good, but it’s not the message I want to add to the world.
Silence can be annoying. It can be perturbing, but I find it the preferable alternative.
For years, I blamed a disorder for my lack of speech, my lack of words.
My blog almost further proves it – the long gaps, and the insanely long time it takes for me to reply to comments.
Any foray into social media – tumblr, twitter, blogging – spells out the same story. I’m quiet, and take very long to reply to things addressed to me.
I didn’t know what to think – The people around me usually have a ready word, the bloggers who do share several similarities to me write back within the day.
Then I learned that it seems Fi keeps its feelings to itself and stuff started to make a little sense.